Bad Day

So I'm in the airport getting ready to leave
Heading to a friends wedding in the NYC
But my head has been spinning I'm forgetting to eat
All this jet setting has really been getting to me.
It's already 11:20 and I'm ready to sleep
But instead I end up sitting in the 27-C
An aisle seat, fine by me
But the guy that's insides always trying to pee.
With a wild child behind that's crying keeps
Flipping out and kicking at me while it violently screams
So I silently plead "Oh God, please let there be a hunny sitting 27-B"
But of course a morbidly obese beast
is in the seat that wheezes when it breathes
is at least three deep and he keeps telling me what is wrong with his knees
I'm feeling slaughtered, Just need water
But for a bottle they charge two dollars...
When I thought that it couldn't be worse... I forgot my iPod.

Live Life Like

Young, attractive
Handsome bachelor, awesome rapper
got a knack for, vernacular
When I perform, spectacular
I'll have any girl that i want
I'ma take the girl in the front
Boobs bounce when I tell the crowd jump
Honey come backstage I just wanna have fun, but
I'm too young to be locked down, not now
Need a new car, drive around with the top down
New broad with a bra the top down
Chillin in the backseat screaming out loud...

The cycle is Shawn Michaels (heartbreak),
And yeah I like you but not enough to wife you
You say I'm nice, true, and you think I'm the right dude
But there's another girl just like you (like who?)
And on the road, another night , another show
New event in a new time zone
And the live show is so mind-blowin
And it's my show so you know I'm blown (you know)
No texts gonna give me head
Long distance just ain't my thing
Young single don't need no ring
I'm a free man now I don't need no strings

If you're cool with nights at the pool
Jacuzzis and groupies, boobies and booze
And no rules, I'm under 22
I need to watch football and hang with a crew
But if you don't get mad when I get fat
Cuz all I do is eat, drink, study books and rap
And play Madden, then dag
you're pretty rad and I take it all back

Its Finally...

...over.
Now I see where your loyalty lies.
Thanks a lot for everything.

To Do

List:

- Get Dad to print out and send the renew lease forms for the apartment
- Go to the country club and talk to Chris Moletto about working full time over the summer with Kwam (Thursday)
- Register for Marketing and Sociology at J. Sarge this summer (and find out my bill)
- Figure out why my scholarship information was taken off my VCU E-services account
- Make sure Mom sets my appointment to get my wisdom teeth removed
- Help Rachel study for her Driver's Knowledge Test (You really do got this...)
- Abnormal Psychology Final 4.30
Marriage Final 5.5
Political Science Final 5.5
Interpersonal Relations Final 5.5
Social Psychology Final 5.6
- Season's Pass to Kings Dominion
- Interview for the Psychology Field Study 5.1 at Noon (Location: TBA)
- Pay May rent by the 5th at Noon
- Chenelle's Birthday Trip Memorial Day Weekend (Probably be working)
- Figure out what week the family is going to Las Vegas so I CAN take off for work
- VCU Health Services Appointment 5.17 (hopefully get it pumped to the 10th)
- Figure out what week in June Marc and Donovan will come down (possibly go to VA Beach)
Damnnnn long list with very little time
R%B%

Rather Sooner Than Later

The girl or the world
You see someone gotta lose
I thought I could have it all
Do I really gotta choose?
What good is all the cash
If it doesn’t buy time
And what good is being famous
If im never on your mind
Nights falling...
Lights glowin ...
And im just tryin ta pay the price owing
And I don’t wanna feel the comfort from my ice showin
And I aint tryin ta be with out you at the right moments
Nigga nights gone is it worth it?
That decision cuz hearts break in
I aint tryin ta be in that collision
So im dust my shirt
And fix my pants cuz I better look good girl if this my chance
I swear

I swear if summer doesn't hurry up and get here I swear I'm going to flip. I just refuse to believe I have three cumulative finals on the same day. It's whatever, its college and once that's over, I can officially start my summer. But for right this moment I'm chillin on my porch enjoy this 93 degree day. I've never seen Richmond shine so brightly. I thought about going to Belle Isle, but I think half of VCU's campus is there right now (if they are smart). And the fact I have to be at work at six, so this is allowing me to be more productive around the house. Cruz broke his cell phone AGAIN. I think it's his 5th cell phone since the beginning of freshman year and he is currently still asleep on the couch and it is currently 3:30 in the afternoon. JEEZ these VCU clowns kill me everytime.
I was flying and now I'm crashing. How do you stop yourself from losing control to everything you've ever known? I guess I'm learning that the hard way because its been hard to fathom my life the past couple of weeks (no details). As bad as I want my life to be back to normal, it doesn't really matter to the people that means the most to me. I really feel like giving up on people in general because they have given up on me and move forward with people who actually care about me. That sounds really good right. I'm less than two years away from college graduate and I'm not going to let anyone bring me down because I'm about to be 20 years old and I have my whole life ahead of me. It's like my last train of forgiveness you either get on or you get off and I'm not having anymore stops.

And I cant wait to see this movie



And I NEED of pair of Air Yeezys (The Kanye West Nike shoe)

The World Today (for me)

92 Degrees in Richmond, VA tomorrow (working from 6pm til close)
65% of Americans think Barack Obama is doing a great job
I prefer Chester French's "Love The Future" over Asher Roth's "Asleep In The Bread Aisle"
Next week's episode of Taking The Stage is going to be INTENSE
I don't think Eminem's "Relapse" CD is going to be that great
I'm deleting my myspace
I got a twitter... follow me
But facebook is the focal point of my internet usage
Nervous about what my final grade is going to be in my marriage class
I can't find my Florida Marlins baseball cap
Vive Mexico saved my life again
Love sucks terribly
I want everything to be the way they used to be
I'm craving some Apple Jacks
LeBron James is getting on my fucking nerves
The Redskins better draft somebody nice tomorrow (preferably not Mark Sanchez)
Rent is almost due...AGAIN
I need to update my blog more often because interesting stuff happens in my life
Will always be a loyal customer of Skull Candy Headphones
To Be Continued
R?B?

Like A Star

I really can't believe what kind of person you turned into. You are not the same sweet and kind-hearted person that I met before. I just feel we both have so much on our plates and we've been through so much that you just threw it away. Sometimes I can't even look at you knowing how much you hurt me. I've done some bad things to, but nothing in the caliber of what you have done. Anybody who things you are an amazing person does not even know the half of you. You thrive off of attention and being liked so much that you really don't give a fuck about anyone's feelings at all. It sucks because I thought you would be someone that I would cherish forever, but now all I see is how much you tarnished the situation. Moving forward will be extremely difficult. HELL, looking at your face will be extremely difficult, but I think I can do it. You always worried about me and what I am doing with my life and I think the same about you. Once people start to discover the type of person you are now, no one will like you for who you really are. And that really sucks for you because you had the potential to be an amazing human being. Well. We will see what the future holds for you, because I really can't put into words how much you hurt and embarassed me. I think they only way that can happen is if I hurt and embarass you as much as you did to me. But, I dont have the courage or the audacity to do that. So what do I do?

My Classes: Fall 2009

Wow junior year is almost upon us. This is ABSOLUTELY ridiculous. I just has not hit me yet that half of my college career is already over. It felt like in high school each year felt like two years and each college year feels like a semester. It's so crazy because that means that I'm that much closer to taking another giant step into the real world. I need my life to slow down for three seconds and actually let me breathe. I registered for two summer classes at J Sarge (the Richmond community college)

- Principles of Marketing
-Principles of Sociology: Family Studies

I'm doing an internship at a church here in the Richmond for another grand 3 credits.
Plus, I do have my job here at the country club (where I plan on working full time over the summer months). DAMMMNNN it, I remember I still have to renew my lease here at Carriage House, but my mom isn't going to go for it. She feels I can find another, CHEAPER place to live, but there are a few problems with Mom's plan...

1. I WANT to stay here. Everything is close to her and I can walk to class (finding a place where I can still walk to school that is affordable will not happen)
2. My roommates are staying here, so that means I would have to FIND people who are willing to live with me and that is more than a chore than anything else
3. That means I would have to move from Carriage House, find a bed, a desk, drawers and other furniture (which is all here at Carriage House) which will all cost money. Therefore I think staying here at Carriage House is the most fiscally responsible thing to do next year.

I just want to enjoy my summer here in Richmond and not have to worry about moving somewhere new halfway through my summer. I think my mom will live, it's not like she is paying my rent anyways. I just can't wait to get my season pass to Kings Dominion, hit up VA Beach on days trips and just kick with my boys with no serious school drama. Damn that sounds amazing right now...ONLY THREE MORE WEEKS AND WE ARE JUNIORSSSS (WOW!)

Junior Schedule:

AFAM 393:Geography Of Africa (African American Studies Minor Requirement)
ENGL 215: Readings In Literature (Literature Requirement)
ARTH 271: History of the Motion Picture (Visual/Performance Arts Requirement)
PHYS 103: Astronomy (Physical Science Requirement)
PSYC 410: Principles of Learning Cognition (Psychology Major Requirement)
URSP 116: Intro to the City (Urban Studies Requirement)

Craziest Mixtape Out Right Now

Chester French- Jacques Jams Volume 1: Endurance
The audio book is pretty much amazing and the music by Chester French is always incredible

Asher Roth- Asleep In The Bread Aisle (April 20th)
Chester French- Love The Future (April 21st)

Two albums I will definitely buy instead of downloading

Social Conduct

Certain people annoy me. Extremely. I don't really want to get into that but it seems like every time I turn around there is someone always complaining about how fucked up our society is. Society is only what you make it out to be, but at the same time you can't change people, so you have to deal with it. You can change government and how we run our society, but you can't change society as a whole because you find things to be imbalanced. So why complain about it? Probably because people look for something to complain about because things can't go their way. There is no such thing as a perfect world (or a perfect person at that matter), but so much judgment is passed and so much energy is wasted on a society that will never be perfect. I'm the type of guy who just sits back and kind of watch things happen in develop, but never pass judgment. People are always going to grind (in their own way), but why pass judgment? Why question society and actually think you are going to get results? Everyone's opinion has self worth, but no actual worth on getting society to change. Please get over it.