Stressin

You will just never understand and honestly...I don't expect you to. It's really hard being your best friend the last couple of months. You tried to say that this is what it was last year just reversed and I absolutely don't agree. You think its ok to do what you do, say what you say and then question every step I make. It doesn't work like that. You are NOT ALLOWED to do what you do on a regular basis and then text me, call me and question how I'm living my life. It seems like you just get off work and think and plot reasons to be upset. Then you go on and do whatever you want. I don't do whatever I want. I go to school, I go to work, I handle the issues with my family and I go to bed thanking God that I have another day. I don't know if you are slowly losing your mind or if you feel that guilty and paranoid about the own stuff that you have done or if you are really and truly that concerned about me, but I'm fine. If you were this same type of person in high school as you are now, I never would have talked to you. You can't live your life for what it's worth and expect me to live and your shadows and always be there for you. You have been manipulative and a liar and I've been trying to better myself and you are getting worse. I told you I'm not dealing with it anymore. Seriously. There is something sneaky and maniacal going on with you lately and I'm going to find out what it is. But for right now I don't believe a word you have to say anymore.

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For The Love Of You

It's crazy where our lives has taken us lately. Honestly I still can't believe that you would even fall for a guy like me. We come from almost two completely walks of life, but I guess that's what keeps our relationship so interesting for such a long time. We agree, we disagree, we fight, we laugh, we get annoyed with each other, but we never gave up on each other. It's funny because I know a lot more about you than most people and even when it seemed like it was all over, I could never let it go. For all the wrong things I have ever said or done I truly apologize. Picturing my life without you is pointless because you are the one true person that makes me happy and I would do absolutely anything for. Because I'll pull down a cloud for you, I'll circle the stars and bring you one back, I'll walk through the sun for you because there's somethin you do... I'm not exactly sure what it is, but it makes me feel special and want to better my life everyday. You understand me. Even though we can both have our extreme views and opinions, you never judged me and you always listened to what I have to say. So let's watch our relationship grow into something prosperous and incredible. Because honestly, I couldn't live my life without you.
I love you.
R-B-

I Haven't Actually Done This Yet...

...And it should be interesting since I have about seven thousand songs lol.

1. Open your music library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For the first question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button TWICE
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...just type it in

If your life was a soundtrack, what would it be?

Opening Credits:
Day26- So Good

Waking Up:
Drake- Lust For Life (Pretty scary accurate)

First Day at School:
Jay-Z- 30 Something

Falling in Love:
THE LONELY ISLAND- I'M ON A BOAT (HELLLL YESSSS)

Losing Virginity:
Day26- Got Me Going (Niiiice)

Fight Song:
Eminem- 8 Mile Road

Breaking Up:
Yung Joc- A Couple Grand (It would be cool if I hated the girl)

Prom:
Asher Roth- Gimme Your Box (Britney Spears "Gimme More" Remix)

Life:
Jay-Z feat. Ne-Yo- Minority Report

Mental Breakdown:
Q-Tip- Shaka

Driving:
Red Hot Chili Peppers- Scar Tissue

Flashback:
Tony Yayo feat. 50 Cent- So Seductive

Getting Back Together:
Yung Joc- It's Goin Down (Appropriate lol)

Wedding:
Rick Ross feat. Jay-Z- Maybach Music

Birth of Child:
Day26- Co-Star (DAMN a lot of Day26)

Final Battle:
Brandy feat. Kanye West- Talk About Our Love

Death Scene:
Justin Timberlake- Until The End Of Time

Pretty Gooddddddd lol
R"B"

Spoken

Its usually the beauty that attracts me,
But perhaps she was the right person,
Her personality made me happy,
And thats why I pursued her,
I'm a dude that makes maneuvers,
If I chose her than shes whipped, Cuz my dick as long as a ruler,
She may be kind of crazy,
Its cool as long as I school her,
I'm smooth as grand puba and I can charm a computer,
For us to conversate all it takes to make an impression,
Like a teacher lecturing,
When I speak, she taking lessons,
Without us being close its depressing,
They say nobody perfect,
But her honey-roasted complexion is close to perfection,
Plus she gotta body that could probably turn a gay man straight,
To stay in shape baby started taking karate,
So while she get it in the gym running the treadmill,
Im running from feds still,
Keep one in the head still,
I be reminiscing boo,
Missing you, thats being real
Cuz you nice in the bed and you nice with the head skills
Intellect to impress my baby, my baby better than the rest
You had me crying inside the moment you up and left

Jesussssss

This is Tammy Torres. The pictures speak for themselves.

Walkin On The Moon

As continued from my last post...

- It's very easy to see if a girl is commitment worthy, in the very early stages of meeting them. Girls you have sex with the first night you meet them are def not commitment worthy no matter how much you like them. How do you know if the girl isn't fight night fucking with nine or ten guys on campus? It's just a feeling you have to detect, because finding girls with superior morals isn't easy to find. Since there are way more females than males in the world, men should explore the wide ranges of women this world has to offer.

- I've always caught slack growing up for not sticking to black girls (especially from my own family) and I have one thing to say about that. I went to a basically all-white high school in Lynchburg and I was playing with what I was dealt. I don't discriminate against any race and I love all types of people, because they all bring something different to the table. Black women are usually the physically more attractive. They are just built with extreme superiority. White women are sweet and are extremely affectionate. Spanish/Latin girls are fiery, very open and speak Spanish is very sexy. Asians are smart and can adapt to any culture very well, which is mentally attractive. I just love people and I don't see why race is STILL a touchy subject, but people have to be open to everything before you can make judgment against people.

- I love a girl, who appreciates food like I appreciate food. It's always good to see girls put in work in the gym, but it is amazing at the same time if they can appreciate a good meal. I like to cook occasionally and I love the idea for girls to not be mind-blowing self conscious about their bodies, but at the same time don't let yourself go.

- You gotta have swag. A little self-consciousness is very cute. But I need a girl who knows shes the shit every time she walks in the shit and makes me think I'M the lucky one to have her. Confidence is sexy and it will keep me on my toes. If the girl has that social swag, that sexy swag, that school swag, then she can absolutely rock with me.

- You have to be tight with your family. People that don't have tight-knit family usually have some type of commitment issue and thats not particularly healthy. Being close to your family is pretty crucial because it shows your compassion for other people other than yourself. I don't know what I would do without my crazy ass family. Every girl that I dated or ever really liked, was very close with her family.

- I really love dancers. For real. They are hot. They have great movement, motivation and skill. They are quick on their feet and they can throw their powerful legs up in any position. It goes way beyond a physical aspect. It's also an artistic and mental aspect. A passion for art is more of a forgotten passion because a lot of people can't make money doing something they really love (especially dance). But I feel it is something anyone can pick up but few people who can simply make it attractive.

- Sweatpants, hair-tied, chillin with no make-up on and thats when you are the prettiest. Everyone knows you look fly with an incredible dress and all dolled up, but when you are still the sexiest girl around when you are on your down time, then that makes you simply incredible.

-A grown ass woman that's up for a good cartoon or two is an automatic winner. FA REAL. I have a ton of brothers and sisters so usually cartoons are on every television. You either complain about it or you just sit down and watch the hilarity. It sucks that I dont have cartoon network on my cable network in my apartment, but I catch Spongebob Squarepants almost every morning.

- A girl who is comfortable around my boys, but knows her place when it comes to when I want to hang with my friends rather than kicking it tonight with you. If you get along with my friends that means we will probably go out a lot together as a group. Just like its crucial to have a solid relationship with your family, it is also essential to get along with the boys.

R^B^

Mr. Yeah

Okay every girl wants to know what do guys want and what do guys look for a potential girlfriend and not some random scrape you meet at a party. So i decided to post some things that I really appreciate about the opposite sex. It can be a little superficial, but everyone is a bit a superficial in his or her way.

-Okay first off, honestly she has to be hot. You can't have anything with anyone if you aren't physically attracted to them. As harsh as it sounds, you basically know it is the truth. I don't see how people get together (let alone get married) when there is absolutely not attraction there.

- Second off for me, the girl has to love music. Music has been in my life forever and it will always be in my present future. I on average listen to about 5 or 6 hours of music a day. We really have to click on a music level, even if you don't like hip-hop. I like a bunch of Indie bands and I'm open to pretty much anything (but ABSOLUTELY NO COUNTRY, THAT IS NOT MUSIC). I've had amazing times where I sat in a car and vibed to CDs and I love it because it's emotionally connecting.

- Next, we have to connect intimately (and no not sex). There are other ways of getting intimate besides having sex. It is the fact that I'm perfectly comfortable telling you absolutely anything about myself and vice versa. I have some secrets to share if you actually want to sit down and take the time to get to know me. It has to feel right holding your hand, there has to be amazing conversations at all hours of the night, I can always depend on you (even for the smallest things) and the cuddling and the sleeping has to be amazing. SERIOUSLY. It has to be. If you don't cuddle, thats pretty much the end of it.

- Here's one that most people definitely take advantage of, there has to be complete honesty from the start. Lying and jealousy from the start will only kill the relationship down the road. Trust me, I know. Once the trust is gone, its nearly impossible to get back and if you do get it back, it's never going to be the same. It sucks to think of it like that, but once you lose that person, you are better moving on rather than dwelling in the past.

- You have to have goals/dreams. I have absolutely no problem providing for my family and being that dude that spoils you rotten, but if you don't want anything better for yourself, you are basically a gold digger. I like women who have that distinguishable desire to make their lives better and has a plan to get there. That's why college girls are so refreshing, because they are there to better themselves and I appreciate them for it. They have to have that intellect that most guys take for granted, because most of them get caught up in physical desires and self-wants. And you can really tell if girls have that desire if you sit down and talk to them for more than 10 minutes

- You have to be that girl that takes chances and have fun. From parties to living in the dorms, everyone wants to be around that person that is having a good time. They don't want to hang around the slut, but the girl who is there having a good time and has that presence that makes me want to come and talk to you and get to know you. But it is really tricky for girls because 90% of guys at parties are not genuine people. Talking to people at parties are awesome, because they are more open to talk then they are anywhere else and you can signal out there true colors. Those girls who make connections and love to have a good time, without throwing there body out there will get any guy they want. Guaranteed.

Thats just the tip of the iceberg basically. I will be sure to update this post randomly as time goes by.

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VCUUUUU

Won the CAA Championship which means they are going to the NCAA Tournament!!!

Hopefully Mama Dearest can hook up some funds so I can go see them play wherever they are at, but regardless I'm soooo fucking excited for my Rams. AND thank God Eric Maynor wasn't player of the game for once. I'm glad Larry Sanders got credit when credit was due. He did put 18 points, 20 rebounds and 7 blocks. He's going to be the focal point of our team next year. Anyways, I can't stop watching the ESPN highlight of the game because, every time they show the students rush the court, I see the corner of Colin Morecock's head.

CONGRATS RAMS NATION! I can't wait to see who we are playing and where we are seeded on Sunday.

That Maui Wowie

After much delay and multiple schedule changes, I am finally back in Lynchburg as of Sunday night. I am completely worn after working a full shift then driving to Williamsburg, then driving back to the Lynchburg all in one day. But all I had to do was sit down with my brothers for a few minutes and I realized I love being home, the rare times I'm here. My brothers are just the craziest kids to be around because they dont care who is around. They are going to say whatever is on their mind. Hopefully this week I will meet my brother's new girlfriend Emily (he finally gave in to the temptation of white girls).

This morning I woke up 6.50 to the sound of Marc playing "Maui Wowie" by Kid Cudi and that song has been in my head all day. I had to young Nicholas on the bus in the morning and made sure he got home safely as well. After he got on the bus, I laid around until noon playing video games and tried to visit my brothers at school. I was really interested in seeing the school since the renovations were completely done. But NOW since the school is finished, no one but parents are allowed to visit the new building. SO pissed about that shit.

Anywayssss when I got home from from the school, lunch and running errands for my mom. I took Nick to the mall to buy any video game he wanted for his Nintendo Wii and took him for some ice cream because I wasn't here for his birthday last week. He really deserved it and I love my little brother. He is amazing kid and really strong about everything that has been going on lately. After the older-little siblings got home and I realized Mom was working late, I took the whole family out for pizza. You do what you gotta do for the fam.

For the rest of the week I'm going to try to convince my mothers to let the kids stay home ONE day, so I'm not here by myself all day everyday all week. I'm going to go support the Dream and go buy his 2nd CD tomorrow and hopefully go catch up with some of these Lynchburg bumpkins. Besides visiting the family, I haven't really missed this place (except the Degrassi marathon on the N....don't hate). Update tomorrow...I promise

R*B*

This Is Why Quest Crew Is Americas Best Dance Crew

Fuck Beat Freaks Seriouslyyy

Battle Me

College College College...Tough Times

We are all at the point where we are all just ready for it to be Spring Break. I'm not completely satisfied with a few of my first grades but I'm at the point where I really don't care at this point. I just need a solid week to do absolutely nothing. No schoolwork, no job and no random snow storms (LOL). I just want to kick back in my basement in Lynchburg, play with my little brother's new puppy, eat three meals a day consistently and chill with my family for a few days. I havent been home for more than two days since the day after Christmas.

As you can see I'm a little stressed out. Because of that, this blog hasnt been updated as much as it should be. Me and my mom have been bumping heads like mad lately about the most random shit and it pisses me off because she was the reason I tried SO HARD to get into college, so I didnt have to hear her shit all the damn time. So going home will be bitter sweet because I love seeing the siblings, but that means seeing Mom all the time.

Stress Stress Stress

Which means I've been back to writing music again. There is talk of another Rhoads 17 mixtape, even though we havent throughly released the 2nd one yet. Its def being put online for downloading after Spring Break and I really excited about it because we just decided to post it online instead of just passing it out around campus. I think people will be thoroughly impressed with not only the skill, content and actual music but for our subject matter. We are going to revamp the myspace, record here and there for our own convenience and just keep promoting the first and second album. I really excited about everyoneeee hearing it

Over than school, working at the country club, having a drink here and there my life hasnt been anything exciting. Ill probably convince a roommate to come to Lynchburg for Spring Break. I really need to be consistent with my blog with random shit, because I love reading random shit on other peoples blogs (SO UPDATE YOUR BLOGS PEOPLE! I LOVE THEM). Maybe Ill consider going to class for the first time this week tomorrow after work. OH YEAH, I gotta be at work tomorrow morning at 10.30. If Bruce says anything to me, I WILL choke him out. I'm not trying to hear it. Haha. Alright back to the ulitmate Interpersonal Relations 323 grind. Pizzzzeaceeee
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