Monday, June 22, 2009

Songs Of The Day

Mario feat. Gucci Mane and Sean Garrett- Break Up

Ryan Leslie feat. Pusha T- Something That I Like

Wale feat. J. Cole and Currensy- Rather Be With You

Mary J. Blige feat. Drake- The One

Kanye West feat. GLC and Consequence- Spaceship

Sunday, June 21, 2009

The Distinct Difference Between My Parents

Mom- Girls are very sensitive. Guys always put up this macho front and show that they arent nurturing people but that's the exact opposite of what women want. Girls want to feel that they are safe and they want to be protected, but at the same time they want men that are in tune with all their needs. They want to feel special and that they are important. Girls have to be independent yes, but they want the benefit to know that their man is able to take care of things whenever it is necessary. Love to women is a very crucial thing, because even if they don't show it. Many girls see if they can marry someone they are dating even if its the first date. Guys are quite simple and content, but every girl is very complex on the inside whether they know it or not. We blame men for our problems even if they have nothing to do with our problems. But hey, were girls. We fall in love for stupid guys and they are usually the first things on our minds. Even when they treat us like crap, betray our trust or do something really stupid, we learn quickly that no one is perfect and we all make mistakes. We love our men and we have to stand by them.

Dad- First off, being single in college is definitely one of the most crucial things a young man can ever go through. When I was at Maryland, I'm telling you I never had a girlfriend. Ever. That's just stupid. I was 100% pure passion pimpin'. 'The Game" had it right. You never EVER call a girl by her name. If you have to get their attention, give them nicknames, cool ones. Never spend more than consecutive 4 hours with the same girl. Overnight stays have to be kept to a minimum. Always wrap it up despite whatever she tries to tell you. Pay for dinner, romance her, listen to whatever she has to say, hit and quit it, no cuddling, thank for the ass, deuces. What's done is done. If she's not worth talking to her again then don't. But other than small talk is necessary sometimes in case you want to hook up with her again. That's an agenda. Girls always try to say guys are pigs, but no one is forcing them to go out and hop into bed with us. When she gets the call, she knows it's on. You go to a school with 18,000 girls. Son never EVER get hung up on the same girl because nine times out of ten they aren't worried about you either.

I can't believe these two people have kids together lol.

R|B|

A Moment

Who is that peaking in my window? (You?)
You should let some more skin show
And if one of these websites get the info
Wii we can work it out like Nintendo
Normally it aint a question
We would cross paths like an intersection
But she's just too far way for affection
So I pray that we never lose the connection
I remember Haley she probably hate me
She used to threaten she had a man to replace me
Staying talking that mess so I had to hit the escape key
Now she get mad and wanna hit the erase key
I remember Amy, she used to AIM me
She stayed up late, she used to blame me
She said I'm too wild, she gotta tame me
I said even photoshop couldn't change me
But you really really got me open girl why lie?
I aint even trying to settle girl so why try?
End the night with a kiss and a bye bye
With no strings attached her love is so wi-fi

R[jc]B

Thursday, June 18, 2009

These Are Always Funny

- UM no lol
- kinda kinda lol
- 15
- yeah yeah yeah lol
- haha not when i got started
- umm a month in a half ago?
- not really, i consider myself passive
- lol a condom if I have to
- no lol
- HAHAHA no not at all
- I'm not going to say it
- I think every guy is that ever got any
- here and there
haha naw
no and i wouldnt
Anal sex lol
Bases:

Make out
Anything with hands
Anything with the mouth
(Home?) Intercourseeee
Ever have Sex:

Yes
No lol
No lol
No lol
Ummm no, but close
Thats really gross...
Pretty close...
Considered it...
No that doesnt seem fun
Um a gazebo!

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Suave Cocoa Butter

Jeez I havent been on here in a minute. And when I do get on its 4.30 in the morning Sorry for that, work has been catching up to me and I've been hitting the gym extra hard again before I go home tomorrow. So, whats new? Ummm I've lost 15 pounds since school ended, thats one. Around finals I weighed around 205 now im down to 190. Being huge was cool when I played football all the time, but at this point I just think its crucial to cut the fat off and just stay tone. I gotta have that perfect beach body so I've been hitting the gym twice a day and going to the pool with my roommates and other peoples. What else, what else. Work is fine, it's just certain aspects that are really getting to me. Working at Salisbury is nothing close to the field I'm studying in college, so I think I'm going to start looking for jobs, one thats closer to campus, two that is actually in my career field and three that is away from people that I want to put their head into the floor.

I've been trying to get to church/bible study pretty regularly and I've been pretty successful. I kind of lost track of my faith with all this college shuffling and working grinding. I'm learning to be one of the most trustworthy people anybody can ask for, so I asked for forgiveness of my sins and promised I wouldn't lie anymore, no matter how ugly the truth is. I just feel my life has been in such a downward spiral lately that I had to make more conscious personal changes to improve my own well-being. I haven't drank in a longgg time, trying to get my cussing down and be a more caring individual that Sheila Brown would truly appreciate. I still miss her every day. It's almost impossible to stop thinking of someone who was basically taken away from you. But I have to be strong for my family, because I am really nothing without them. People may come and go in my life, but my family will always be there. I try so hard because I want them to be proud me. My parent's approval is all the motivation I need to make the President's List and give me that extra push for grad school. I don't want to disappoint because that's the last thing my family needs is another disappointment.

So when I say I have changed for the better, please actually listen to what I'm saying. People make stupid mistakes sometimes, but that's all apart of the growing up process. No person, no relationship or situation is perfect. But it's what you learn and what you take from those imperfections is what really counts. I don't plan on waiting around forever even though love is timeless. If you don't want to trust what I'm telling you that's fine because there is somebody out there who will take what I say seriously and love me just the way I am. Because I am incredible being and I plan on making something of myself. Imperfections and all.

Songs I Listened To Today: Drake- Lust For Life, Asher Roth- Be By Myself, Marques Houston- Circle, Wale- The Remake of a Remake

One Love

R^B^